Wednesday, November 19, 2014

Deception Point Novel by Dan Brown

One of the best novels i have read. Great written piece about conspiracy that could sometime in the future become a movie.

The story is about meteorite found on a place without access to humans. That meteorite contains fossils of alien life. How that meteorite is found, how it got there, or who and why placed it there will be the most asked questions.

It's very interesting book and it's written on a way that will always keep readers attention, as every Dan Brown book out there.

Book filled with knowledge and some imagined new technology that could become real, or maybe it already exists, somewhere hidden...

The story is filled with surprises, turn around, twists like no other. Because i have read several other Dan Brown books i think this one is the best so far, even better than Angels and Demons.


The most interesting part for me was when group of scientists are extracting the meteorite through hole in the ice and the plactons glow in the molten water beneath them.


Gangster Novel by Lorenco Carcaterra

Great novel that describes the gangster life and mafia organisation. The story about Angelo Vestieri, how he became one of the great leader of the mafia organisation in that time.

Once you enter , you become part of the mafia the only way to survive is to be ruthless, emotionless and smart. There is no way to stop or forget the past. The gangster life will always haunt you until your death.

The novel is written awesome, there is a bunch of interesting characters groups and organisations, enemies that will draw your attention. Great story telling about the struggle to get to the top.

Interesting stuff which i read in the novel is that gangsters drink milk rather than alcohol because they have stomach issues.

Gansters never could have normal life, they cannot show any emotion or weakness. They cannot rely on anyone. To gangster everyone is enemy.

Gangster respects their enemies, evaluate their powers and weaknesses and strike when they do not expect. If something needs to be done, the mafia finishes the job, there are no dead ends, leftovers. Done is done.

There are some rules that mafia has and every new person that joins, learns them and respect them like their religion.

Mafia do not like publicity, always lays low, do not draws attention and works their job. Money and the fast ways of generating great amount of money is the only thing the mafia cares for.



    

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Poverty

Poverty should be the top priority of any government. To lower the poverty rate first you need to improve education, health and enable people to work. People should work for their country and their country should work for their people.

People need jobs that will enable them to live in the place they are.

People need education that will be approved and accepted to get work in the place they live.

People need health care that will longer their life in the place they live.

Everyone knows this, it was written before, it is rewritten hundreds time but it lost it's meaning and got boring. It should be the main theme in movies, music and arts and on the cover of the all newspapers and the main subject in any government speech and their tv station.



Living In The Past With Future Technology

I was thinking one day how would it be if you gave some primitive form of human life, atomic bomb without any instructions or rules and regulations how to use it, or without any kind of preparations for this kind of massive destruction weapon.

Probably they will be confused, laugh and adore this interesting new device, "Oh they bless us with this new and advanced technology, we could use it to show our power and scare off the other tribes that are scaring us and we will take their land".

Everything will be good until someone pulls the trigger and everything goes to heaven. And then we get the question "What the hell happen?"

We are living in the past. Connected with internet we can see all kinds of different shits, new technology advancements, new social groups, new stuff that we do not understand. And they are different culture, different country which developed on her own, and created its own technology.

Other countries know how to build that certain technology from single bolt to the end made device. Before they released it to the public they made tests and preparations and shared knowledge and understanding about this technology. Shared all the bad sides and the good sides and presented ways and rules to minimize and regulate the bad sides.

If you present new technology to the public you should be aware of the public abilities, abilities to use and miss use the certain technology and think of option to regulate or handle the use of the technology.

New is better they say even tho it has the same function as the older.

Wednesday, November 12, 2014

Room Atmosphere




Sometimes this is how my room feels.
I made this photo by accident while testing the device for taking pictures.
I was thinking what should i do.
Didn't solve anything.
But i got this photo, and made another one similar.


Sunday, November 9, 2014

Torture Device

Since i am living in a country where nobody is working. Everything is falling apart. Or converting to shit.

Nobody cares about anything. Except mocking and destroying that small human that's left.

Build society of emotionless, closed mind, stubborn, all knowing people. Divided by nationality, money, politics,  religion.

Put one person on top that everyone will adore glorify and bow before. You will time travel to Medieval Ages where young knights live. Poverty and disease rule. And people are killed because they do not agree.


Hops - Хмељ



Interesting plant, from which several beverages are made. And one is beer. This is a female flower from the plant Humulus Lupulus.


How people found about this plant i am uncertain. But it probably took several victims while testing all kinds of other flower as a main ingredient in creating beer.

Hops have some good sides when you don't over use them. Some of the bad sides that you can get is upset stomach, vomiting and diarrhea.


In 11th century some old breweries created low content alcohol beer that was a safer alternative to untreated water.

Some of the good sides of the hops are :

-Better sleep and relaxation
-Anti-Inflammatory properties
-Relief of menopause symptoms
-Anti-Cancer properties
-Anti-Infection properties
-Anti-Hiv properties
-Anti-Acne properties
-Weight Loss Benefits
-Cardiovascular and liver diseases prevention

Monday, November 3, 2014

Online Market That Deliver Everywhere Everything

I was really amazed when i first saw this market that could deliver something in the shit hole i am living in.


Aliexpress
Even tho i have to fight with the postman to get my mail (except bills). Probably they thought it's weed. The stuffs which  i got were of good quality and had great packaging. Fast delivery and free shipment which i liked the most. They have many stuff on sale, great discount prices ,check yourself. Great site support, everything so far is great.

The stuff which i got were wrist watch and harmonica.


Earning On The Internet

There are many sites on the internet which could help you get some extra money, you may not expect to earn fortune, but it could be helpful if you have some financial trouble.


Google AdSence is proved and it's working, just needs
time and patience. You can open blog, write, post drawings, etc or create some creative youtube videos on which you can place some ads.
http://www.google.com/adsense/start/

Odesk - This is another site on which you can earn some money by writing as a freelancer or doing some tasks, like programming, drawing, creating logos, transcribing and other jobs.
www.odesk.com 

Fiverr - Another great site on which you can earn few dollars by doing all kinds of different tasks.
https://www.fiverr.com/

Fanslave - This is great site that requires you to like, follow, different sites on the internet which gives you points that you can trade for money or to improve the rating of your videos, blog etc.
You need to join the site using the link bellow connect to your twitter, facebook, youtube, google plus and you will start receiving ads or link from sites you need to visit or like.

FanSlave English
FanSlave Spanish
FanSlave German
FanSlave French
FanSlave Turkish


Saturday, October 25, 2014

Amazing Free Stock Image





                I found this amazing image by incident. The title was "The End Of It All"

Rigid - Story

Since i feel like nothing worth much attention i decided i should write about this word rigid. First time i met this interesting word is when i entered a bar filled with flexibility.

 I felt in love in Rigid. Every time i needed some firm base i thought of Rigid. I always put hands on Rigid's tables. Rigid sounds nice. I threw a ball and yelled bend!! And she said i can't i am Rigid. Rigid got hit and i had to take her to the hospital.

We entered inside and the doctor started checking me up. I was confused and said "Why are you checking me up?" And doctor said "Because she is Rigid". Ok the injury healed quickly even tho i wasn't hurt. We started watching Rigid TV and Rigid Movies and some other rigid stuff.

One day i woke up and found rigid dead. I was scared but i didn't called anyone. If they saw this they would became Stiff of fear. And since this is a rigid story there is no place for any stiffness, or maybe there is.

Ok i called Stiff and, he said "What the fuck is this?" "It's Rigid shit" "So who is gonna clean it?" "I will, it happens when a person dies" " Ok so what do you want from me?" "What should i do with the body?" "Bury her" and i did that.

I was very sad and cried weeks without stop and went into another bar where i met Rigidus.

(rigidus is latin of rigid)


What do i hate?
















I hate everything about nationalism.
 I hate orders.
 I hate disorders.
 I hate people that think they are better than you.
 I hate popularity.
 I hate crowded places.
 I hate bald people.
 I hate people that don't admit mistake.
 I hate news.
 I hate actors that don't have a movie.
 I hate  difficult situations.
 I hate soap.
 I hate prejudice
 I hate batteries
 I hate half eaten cakes
I hate perfections
I hate drugs
I hate smart people
I hate stupid people with degree
I hate rich people because i don't have money and they are telling me what to do
I hate pants with hole on the ass
I hate shit
I hate insects that are not ants
I hate fast ballads
I hate emptiness
I hate people that think that you think that they think that you think......
I hate institutions that don't work
I hate policeman sons
I hate dieing
I hate men that use poison
I hate church
I hate statues made by the government
I hate un rewritten text.
I hate abnormal heart rate and the people that think abnormal is normal.
I hate liver damage
I hate toilets
I hate bots
I hate etc.







Book - Resurection Leo Tolstoy

I finished reading this book, it had some interesting points but it was boring.

The most interesting part which caught may attention was the description about the types of prisoners. Since the book is about a prisoner that was caught and imprisoned unrighteousness and the man who wants to save this prisoner because he was involved in this mistake.

Maybe Tolstoy should wrote more about the prisoner. But still i think he writes about Nehljudov more because he want's to fix something. Or maybe he was just in love.

Other than that on the end of the book when the prisoner is telling the story of how he came there was interesting.

Other aspects of the book are good, i liked that,there was trial before they imprisoned someone. Even tho that trial was unfair or the persons that use law to apply law do not care about law.          
"The judges do not care about the human life"




  

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

What Did I Learned So Far




That the most important things, two things, in this world are reputation and money. Those two things are connected and always go together.


Nothing is important, except those two things right now in the place i am. Nature, art, knowledge..nothing. And there is a price tag on a human life everywhere, and here is the lowest.

There are few that try doing something or are pretending they are doing something, which has some greater meaning than reputation and money. The only way you could accomplish something here is by force. Words, art haves no meaning.




Monday, September 29, 2014

Lasagna


There are several famous and delicious dishes, foods out there in the world that everyone could try. May that be the most famous which is pizza, that every person in the world knows about, tortillas, spaghetti, moussaka, baklava, bolognese or else that many people praise and enjoy. 

One of those foods that as they say in our country “ligi da ti potecat”  (saliva to leak) is favorite choice of many, and that is lasagnа. 

According to wikipedia lasagnа is an Itаlian dish made of several layers of lasagnа sheets and in between there are other ingredients. Which could be different kinds of meat, tomato or other kind of sauce, sausage, cheese, different vegetables, onions, potatoes, oregano, garlic and other.

Also the most quality and tasteful lasagnа has some great quality ingredients. For example some of the top quality cheese like ricotta, mozzarella or parmigiano and the  most important part in the lasagnа making is the sauce, which some people keep secret because it gives the lasagnа it’s main flavor and makes people amazed.




There are three theories on the internet of the origin of lasagnа. 

The first one is that it comes from ancient greek dish called “laganon” which is flat pasta dough cut into strips.

The second one is that comes from the roman dish called “lasanum” which means cooking pot. 

And the third one is that this dish was invented by an English recipe called “loseyn” in 14th century during the reign of Richаrd II.

However the first modern recipe was created in Nаples, Itаly and there it became a traditional and very delicious italian dish. 

From Itаly lasagnа came to America with the italian immigrants that immigrated to look for better life in bigger more developed country. From America the recipe for this dish spread across the whole world. 
And now everyone in every place in the world prepares some kind of lasagnа.

How did lasagnа get so popular is unknown. But maybe the comic book or the cartoon character Garfild had some influence on the popularity of this dish, by constantly requiring certain amount of lasagnа or lasagnаs to be given by his master.

There are hundreds restaurants which serve this kind of special dish lasagnа. Each of them with different kinds of sauces and ingredients that gives it’s different taste and special flavor, depending on the people that eat and the chef that is preparing the dish.



Saturday, September 27, 2014

Great Music Youtube Channels


1.Mr Doom
2.Obey The Riff
3.Mr Can't Block My Vids
4.Stoned Meadow Of Doom
5.Mr Stone Believer
6.Stoner Rock Mafia
7.Doom Lord
8.Driam's Vynil
9.Didi Heavy
10.Blazefire Bootlegs

Independent Living Space

By independent i mean disconnecting your home from everything that influence the life in that space. Which means producing everything you need in your home, the electrical power, food, water and clothing. Maybe that's not so great if you are alone, or it will never work if you are a loner. Or maybe it can.

Socialization is not that big deal in independent house. We could live with our friends and share the knowledge and work for everyone that is living in that independent living space.

As we see the technology is developing in rapid way. Who knows what technology could we expect to see in the future. Probably we won't see flying cars yet, but new way of producing electric energy or some kind of other energy that could help us work or improve our lives is possible.

Somewhere on the internet i read before that some guy actually made this come true. And made himself a self sustained island. That had everything you need for normal life. Which is ideal place to live.

Now the only thing that makes this difficult for the independent home is the water, food and clothing.

Ok we could say food and clothing are less important, because there are ways we could produce some kind of food in our garden, and we could learn to make clothing or use the technology we have to produce nice clothing for us.

Now the biggest problem that enslaves the independency of this home is the water. The solution is collecting rain and the filtrate it to make drinkable water. But still water is number one problem in all this.

Now all those things are expensive and not ready for normal person to use. In the future probably, maybe this could be possible and everyone will have it's own independent living house.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Twenty_Thousand_Leagues_Under_the_Sea





  

Monday, September 22, 2014

Freedom

How do i imagine the freedom of a person. To be independent to work for your own living. Work with your own hands and eat with your own fork.

To get total freedom you need to live in the wilderness.

To get some freedom you need job with good pay that allows you to get food, clothes, living space and every basic stuff. And with the rest you do everything you want. The money you earn gives you the freedom.


http://uldissprogis.com/2014/04/01/the-truth-about-freedom/


War and Peace

One of the best Tolstoy books which i read and i wasted a lot of time. I liked every bit of it because the writer describes every detail of the scenes of the human characters and the time when Tolstoy lived and wrote the master piece.

He pays a lot attention to details of the human character spirit and morals. He mostly writes about the human emotion and struggle to survive. The war, when person completely changes and realise that there is nothing worse.

Emotion and physical breakdown while watching friends die alongside, fighting for the same cause, protecting the country or attacking the country. By listening to their leaders.

The essence of war which is money. Money can solve everything if there is enough is good, if there is excess is better for those who have excess. If there is lack of it, people struggle to get hold of it, by any means. Which will turn into violence

Another part is the peace where people live lives in harmony without violence. Most of them have enough of every basic human need. That's when people enjoy in the stuff they earned.



 

Imagination, inspiration


Imagination and inspiration, i think these are the most important stuffs in education. And in today's education these two stuffs are neglected or are lacking the proper care.

Maybe because people are preoccupied with politics, earning money for living or something else i don't know.

Imagination and inspiration is the firm ground on which the culture is built.






We may not forget about the real life we live in, that real life functions on different rules and regulations than any imagined thing. That life is shit.

Imagination is like a playground where i and maybe some of the fools that follow me, rest , feel safe and comfortable and let the worries go away.
That's what every movie creator, musician, writer or an artist does. Or beginner does.

Where do you find inspiration for creativity. From movies, books, music, arts. Everything that surround us, nature, people. Other artists inspire other artists, those other inspire the first and other. We all inspire each other. Or the biggest inspiration where we get is in our life.








Tuesday, September 9, 2014

Music Sound and Quality


The battle between the analog and the digital sound. I think the analog sound in the form of vinyl record still is better to listen and enjoy. Even the vinyl rips uploaded on youtube sound better. Now the only thing that a vinyl record lacks is the transportability and durability of the compact disks.

Why vinyl records lost it's popularity? Like everything else, people lost interest. they cannot recognize difference between two sounds or they don't really care much about how does it sound. Because some people are not listening music to enjoy it, or they do not know how to enjoy the music.

Yes compact disks may be better for storing computer software and programs, movies etc., but music sounds better of a vinyl record. Quality of the music is determined by the quality of the sound you hear not by the quality of the material the compact disk or the vinyl record is made of.

Maybe i like it's sound  (the sound of a vinyl record) because of the music which was made in time when compact disks, internet, computers, internet didn't existed, mostly rock and blues music. Some of that music was never made on a compact disk or on a new modern way.

Rock and blues music is more human. Athmosphere, emotions, thinking, energy.

Right now everything in the world, is in big crisis. The movie industry, music, tv everything it has too much glam, emotionless, mindless, uncreative stuff.

Thursday, August 21, 2014

Hatred Between People

In this small country filled with laughter, joyfulness, friendship, happiness, places with good views and cheap drinks, there is this problem. Hatred. Hatred comes from differences, there are some differences you cannot change, but there are some differences you can.
And there are more than few differences in this country.


1.Politics
2.Nationality
3.Religion
4.Poverty

The main reason which i think is the most accurate is the politics. Which i imagine is like some poison that is spread through the veins of this country. Everywhere you go, you cannot escape the politics. Politics in the tv productions, arts, music, internet, facebook etc.

There are two big parties in constant battle which will never come to agreement. While they come up with some kind of agreement, people are dieing, killing each other, they hate each other mock  or are being mocked. TV stations that never criticize government work, and tv station that somewhat criticize government work. People organize protests other people organize contra protests.

Another problem which makes people hate each other is the different nationality. Or division on ethnic groups. One ethnic group has own culture, religion, origin, language. Another one has different. Instantly there is division and hatred.

And the poverty and joblessness which makes all this worse. They are fighting for jobs and accept any kind of job because there is no other job.
People are scared to fight for their rights. There is no rights but it should be.

Monday, July 7, 2014

Emotions, love, future of human kind

                                                                                 This is not a love song

                                                                                      If i say fuck you
                                                                                 You will say te quero
                                                                                      If i say te quero
                                                                                 You will say fuck you
                                                                             Maybe you are from Spain
                                                                               So we don't understand
                                     
                                                                    It's so strange fuck and love is same
                                                                    It's so strange fuck and love is same       

If fuck and love is same (it's not it will never be) then the people who love god, are fucking god, people who love art, are fucking art, people that love their friends are fucking their friends, people that love their country are fucking their country.

Truth is people that say or think fuck and love is same are not people, because love is emotion, they have no idea what love is , they don't care about it and are destroying everyone who thinks different which means they are destroying arts and artists , they are destroying god, they are destroying their friends, they are destroying their country, they are destroying people. They are destroying humans.


One of the greatest persons in the world that ever lived on this planet.One of the greatest thinker and human  that ever walked and inspired whole generation of people. Plain and simple about the future. We are either going to die or live one of those is certain. It all depends on us.







Friday, June 20, 2014

Right of privacy

Every living human person on this planet should have the right of privacy. Privacy, privacy, privacy......privacy. To have something private, to have secret. Privacy is great deal.

We are living  in era where the technology is cheap with greater spying capabilities. Even little babies can be spies today. The technology is cheap and accessible and nobody cares about it. Well at least in the country where i live its like that.

 It's different when you agree something you say, write, draw, photograph create to go public, but what if you don't agree.

What if someone record you and release the audio file to public without any rights or agreement from you. What if the person use that technology to spy you and torture you in any way possible and nobody cares.

Imagine the feeling if you are living in big brother forever, imagine someone is interviewing you forever, imagine you are actor in a movie forever without any compensation without any rest without anything in return.

The right of privacy is the biggest right of them all. Because if someone break your privacy he/she can use information to destroy you. Why should someone have the power to destroy peoples life. Who gave the right to that person to destroy other people life. If someone brake the right of privacy , he/she actually brakes all basic human rights and that's not right, its not a joke.

And even worse if the government and authorities are silent about this kind of stuff. And do nothing, or even don't fight against the people who destroy human rights and help them. It's not right it should never be right.

Think about it, if you don't have privacy if everyone knew everything , every step, every fart, every fucking breath you take. If they know your whole biography but you didn't told them. If they know what you eat when you eat how you eat, when you shower , how you shower ,what clothes you wear how you wear , what you like ,what you dislike. How would you feel how would you live. Privacy is great deal.

Good Decision

Decision, conclusion, resolution. How can i know i made the right decision while i did something. Should i ever try to think about the decisions i made or should i ever have any regrets about my decisions. I think not, i did what i thought it was right in that moment.

The decision i made was right because i made it without anyone forcing me to do it. If i think about it more, if you are normal regular simple person, every decision you make by your own will is good decision. Your decisions are good decisions from your point of view and your perspective. Now from other perspective , other people may approve or disapprove my decisions.

Maybe they have more experience and they can guide me so i don't make mistakes. But who are they to tell me how to live my life. Maybe i want to make mistakes. The best way to learn something is from failures and errors and mistakes or from experience.

Nobody should tell us what to do when to do it how to do it or why to do it(whatever we are doing anyway).Whats a good decision by my way of thinking. Every decision that you, yourself, your brain thinks is right is good decision.

Friday, January 24, 2014

What Makes The Culture of People

I think that the arts that one community, country produces makes its culture. If you want to find out on what level is the culture of certain community, check the number and quality of movies,music,  and other art that community is producing and you will see the level of its culture.

If there is no art, there is no culture, if there is art, then the quality of that art determines the level of culture of certain community. How to make great art? What makes the great art great? My thought about this is, the art is in the air, and there are people out there that can capture that art and materialize it on piece of paper.

Is the pen and paper the only stuff that you need to make art, well yes but that art won't be so great. To make great art persons or person that creates puts all his/hers energy, spirit, concentration, thoughts and creative thinking to realize all that art that's floating in the air.

The most important essence in art creating , the inspiration.And we look for inspiration everywhere we can. From other people art, nature, books etc. If there is no inspiration there is no art there is no culture. Why is the culture so important? Because the culture demonstrates the power of one community, their way of thinking, their way of living pictured in the art.

13 Best Electric Guitar Solos of all Time

              13. Chuck Berry & Keith Richards - Nadine
                                        Solo starts at 1:11
                         12. Eric Jonson - Cliffs of Denver
                       11.Steve Vai - For The Love Of God
                       10. Ozzy Osbourne - Bark At The Moon
                     9.Ritchie Blackmore - You Fool No One

                                8. Eric Clapton - Layla 
                                          Solo at 2:57
                       7. David Gilmour - Comfortably Numb
                6. Joe Satriani - Always With Me Always With You
                            5. Gary Moore - Empty Rooms
                              4. Slash - November Rain
                                         Solo at 4:11
                             3. Eddie Van Halen - Eruption
                             2. Jimmi Page - Heartbreaker
                                              1. Jimi Hendrix - Hey Joe

Saturday, January 18, 2014

Mind power vs muscle power

Mind power vs muscle power.What will win? I think it depends. In direct confrontation physical strength will win. Although not always. Mind can't survive without muscle and muscle can't survive without mind.

In the future people will probably relay only on their mind. Human made only of brain. Or maybe will use our knowledge to improve our muscle, we will become The Borg. Or maybe we will become higher form of existence and become some kind of electric particle beings and share our thoughts without talking, on some weird electric telekinetic way.

I don't know for sure this is only my imagination talking. But the future is in our mind, without mind we have no future.

So is the pen mightier than the sword, is the written word stronger than the steel. I think it is or if it's not now, in the future it will be. Because to make the steel we first have to have idea and to think about how shall we make it. And then write down all those thoughts and start creating. To build house, we think about how shall we build it, we draw sketches and the start building.

I don't want to ignore the essential muscle power that is required to build house. In the future we may probably use robots, androids that will build the house. Until then there must be some kind of balance between muscle and mind, that can enable us to think and to realize all those thoughts (creative thoughts) and ideas into subjects and actions.

And the final conclusion is "The pen is truly mightier than the sword"

Why i write in English?

Simple, because English is the universal language of understanding between people. Because most of the content on the internet is English. If any other language was made standard for universal understanding i would choose that language to write.

I will never forget where i was born and where i come from and where i grow up. I can't escape that i would never try to do so. Your place of origin is inscribed in your DNA and you can't change that nor i have any wish to do that. The first language you learn is the one your parents speak. The first letters you learn to write are those of the country you grew up in.I will never forget that and ill continue to improve to speak and express in that language.

If i write in English doesn't mean i forgot the ways and culture of the country i grew up in. Nor i have forgot the art, music etc that this country has created and the country i was born in created. And i have big respect for the artists and all the people that create and struggle to create and improve the culture on their main, mother language in this small but full with spirit country.

I have great respect for all Balcan ways and culture. And ill try to care for that culture in the music ill create in future. I haven't forgot where i come from. This place is in my chest with every breath i take, in my head with every sound, smell, taste and in my heart with every pulse. It's my home, it's where i belong.

Friday, January 17, 2014

Money - Make It Less Important

Money the stuff that make the world spin. The stuff that makes some people happy and some sad by having much or by lack of it. I still think money is the dirtiest stuff on earth. People put it everywhere, you may find it on the road and it goes from one dirty hand to other.

But it must exist, it existed centuries ago and it will exist in the future.It will probably evolve in other form, like online money. It will lose it's paper form (that will probably make it cleaner) but it will still exist. Can person live without money? Yes he/she can, only if they revert to prehistoric way of living, where they depend on them self for food, shelter etc. Plus they will have to move out from the towns to the forests.Where there is no other laws other than the law of nature "eat or be eaten","drink or be drunk"(no that's not right).

That means that person becomes animal, but i think that's not the way to go.We should be going forward instead of backwards. If you want to live in civilization as it is today, and it's very harsh, you need money.

Money is power, money is freedom, money is respect. If you have much you have the freedom to do what you want, not that you have the right to do what you want but you have the power. If you have money, you will buy food, you will be healthy, you could get good education that will get you better payed job so that you can make more money. Why? For your self , to enjoy life even more.

What if you don't have much money? Some will say, well find job. Ok, so you only have money for food. You buy food, your clothes are old, .You start to stink, you don't have money to buy soap, nor you have enough to buy new clothes. You lose most of your friends because they can't stand your smell. You don't have great education because you can't pay for it. You don't have money to pay rent, you lose your living space and end on the street. You can't ask your parents for money they turned their phone off and locked the door of the house. You try to get job, but nobody wants stinking people with no education no friends walking around in their store. And the only choice you have to survive is to steal. Why? Because the people who had excess money didn't wanted to share.

Money is power but that doesn't mean some can live like gods while others don't have for food. There should not be people with excess money, only people with enough money for all their needs and luxuries. And the excess money should be shared for the common good like healthcare and education for everyone. That means free education and health for everyone. Which means more intelligent and healthier community for free. So people have free education, free healthcare, enough money to satisfy all their needs and luxuries.

Money becomes less important than before thus people think less about money and start thinking about other stuff. Smarter stuff. And i think then all forms of art (movies, music, games, theater etc.) will become less bound to the subject of money and improve its quality. Plus relationships between people will greatly improve. People think less about money and have more time to think about friends. There is no reason for war if everyone have food,education,health and all their needs and luxuries are satisfied.

So to end my thought here, i am not thinking of destroying money out of existence, just make it less important for everyone. Or everyone make the money less important.

Personal Search

I woke up sad , i was thinking too much about everything and ended overloading my self.
Anyway i stopped for a second and put some El Dommo on. This song reminds me of my personal search for myself.

In today world we have all kind of pressure by media, society, friends, to be or become something, someone that we are really not. Sometimes i felt embarrassed or guilty of the person i am and tried acting in some way. But nobody is perfect and to learn to accept and embrace and not to be embarrassed by your imperfections is true courage.

People are different people are strange, and if you are different, have different interests and tastes, ways of thinking you get judged. They will try to convert you to their way of thinking or if you do not want to change your way of thought they will throw rocks at you, well maybe they will not do that but in some way you will find yourself alone.

While i was in college (which i quit, maybe ill write about that in other post) i always got comments like "whats that garbage of music you are listening to","nobody listens that", "what kind of garbage music you are playing", "haha your music is for sleeping and meditation".

Well first, quality of music is not determined by the number of views or number of listeners, popularity is determined by the number of views and if you ask me a simple fart sound could get over million views on you tube if you have money to promote it on tv, radio commercials, internet ads etc. There are tons of music out there which is of great quality but the producers, bands, composers don't have the money to promote it, and they stay lost and forgotten in time and space until some persons which know what quality music is upload them on youtube or other online webpage so that other persons like me could enjoy the hidden music gems as i call them.

And about the stuff i am playing and trying to create, it's my music i may play whatever i want for myself. If you don't like it, turn off your speakers, unplug your headphones, don't bother to open link to listen my music.

They called Jimi Hendrix music electric church music, but it rocked the whole world and put some new fundamental ways to create music. He didn't only created music, he changed the world, and after that something went really wrong, and here we are in year where everything is commercialized including the music. Where the artistic style of creating music is dead, the uniqueness. I am trying to make something new even if that is meditation music full with cracks buzzes clicks and other noises those cracks buzzes clicks and other noises where created by me. ....ill try to stay me.

Hello

Greetings people. I am young artist and i open this site to share as it says all my thoughts and creative ideas about music ,games, arts, music, food, drinks, society and everything else. I finished 1 year law school and i quit because i didn't had the money to continue and somewhere in the middle of the year decided that,everything that college has to offer is not for me. I decided to look for some job but that didn't went quite as expected. So now i have lot of time in my hands that ill spend  writing about everything and maybe earn some money on ads i hope.
What do i like? I like everything from art,literature, poetry, games, movies and the biggest passion is music. Rock and blues music. Mostly old 70s rock music. I like to listen old music records, i must mention i don't own a record player (i tried making one and managed to get some unsatisfactory sound and big scratch on some of my records) but ill get one soon.
I like Russian literature and books and  i am big fan of Tolstoy. So that's short intro about me and my interests i hope you will enjoy spending your time on this blog. Cheers!